I need to update. Stole this from MoA (Mistressofair).

001. Real name? - Marika
002. Nickname(s)? - Internet: Mewstor (most common) IRL: Mallu
003. Zodiac sign? - Aquarius
004. Male or female? - Female.
005. Elementary? - Yes. Been there.
006. Middle School? - Done that.
007. High School? - Was sucky
008. Hair color? - Black (I dye my hair. Natural colour is dull brownish gray.)
009. Long or short? - 167cm (last time I checked)
010. Loud or Quiet? - Depends. Mostly quiet. In good company I can be loud too. Very rare though.
011. Sweats or Jeans? - If I have to choose from these... Damn. Sweats at home, jeans when I go out. I use cargopants a lot too.
012. Phone or Camera? - I own both.
013. Health freak? - Not in a million years. I try to eat healthy (no greasy food and moderate amount of vegies and fruit) but I'm not a health freak. I will never be a vegetarian for example.
014. Drink or Smoke? - I do NOT smoke. Ever. Never even tried and hopefully never will. I try to keep away from smokers. I rarely drink.
.....Hey, where's #15...?
016. Eat or Drink? - Both. I kinda have to you know?
017. Piercings? - 4. Three on my right ear and one on the left.
018. Tattoos? - One. Designed myself a long time ago. It's kinda weird and not that good but it's special to me.

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane? - Yes. Many times.
020. Been in a car accident? - No.
021. Been in a fist fight? - Not really. Some sibling disputes but nothing special.

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing? - Ears. Can't remember how old I was. 7 or less.
023. First best friend? - Teija.
025. First award? - Silver from a school running contest.
026. First crush? - Can't remember if I've ever really had a crush on anyone. Dated yes, but a crush? Dunno...
028. First big vacation? - Like a trip somewhere? Ummm... Särkänniemi I guess (an amusement park). Out of coutry, when I went to Cyprus.

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to? - Ummmm... My instructor I guess.
030. Last person you texted? - My sister.
031. Last person you watched a movie with? - My sister or my friend.
032. Last food you ate? - Before this apple? Cookies.
033. Last movie you watched? - Journey to the center of the earth (or something).
034. Last song you listened to? - Something from Asian Kun Fu Generation.
035. Last thing you bought? - Food.
036. Last person you hugged? - My sister.

FAVES:
037. Food? - Sushi, sandwiches, ramen, smoked salmon, pizza (haven't eaten pizza in months!)
038. Drinks? Fruit juices, green tea, coffee...
039. Clothing? - Black T-shirt, cargo pants/jeans, open black dress shirt or a black hoodie. I wear black
040. Book? - Tales from Earthsea.
041. Music? - J-Pop, game/movie soundtracks.
042. Flower? - Hmmmm... Bluebells.
043. Colors? - Black, light blue, pink.
044. Movies? - Jurassic Parks, Alien quatrilogy, some anime stuff, asian movies.
045. Shoes? - Can't remember. Can't be bothered to go look.
046. Subjects? - Pokemon, dragons.

IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :
047. [ ] kissed in the snow (not dating and not for a long while to come)
048. [ ] celebrated Halloween (why?)
049. [ ] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone (no limit on mine)
051. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant (hopefully never will)
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [ ] done something you've regretted (Plenty. I always regret most of the stuff I do.)
056. [ ] broke a promise (Don't think I have. One maybe but it wast my fault.)
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy (I tend to do this sometimes)
059. [ ] met someone who changed your life
060. [ ] pretended to be sick (I'm never sick...)
061. [ ] left the country
062. [ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing (...)
064. [ ] ran a mile (why would I do this? I would die)
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend
066. [x] stay single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating? - Apple (gone already)
068. Drinking? - Green tea (Have to make more)
069. I'm about to? - Keep doing this damn long... thing.
070. Listening to? - Nothing.
071. Plans for today/tomorrow? - Today:Watch YouTube, surf the net, Tomorrow: Go to work, see a doctor, play some GC...
072. Waiting for? - ... dunno. Christmas holidays.

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? - NEVER.
074. Want to get married? - Meh... Not strongly opposing if I find a suitable life partner but I'd rather just date (if even that. Not social at the moment. Don't even want to date.)
075. Careers in mind? - Still thinking about it. Doing random stuff in the meantime.

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes? - Eyes.
077. Shorter or taller? - Either one is fine.
078. Romantic or spontaneous? - Normal please. Not too much of either.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms? - Both.
080. Sensitive or loud? - Um... Neither?
081. Hookup or relationship? - At the moment neither (relationship).
082. Troublemaker or hesitant? - Neither.

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts? - Not really. For a minute or too at most.
084. Ran away from home? - When I was young yes
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense? - No.
086. Killed somebody? - YES!!!! Bwahahhaahaaaa!!! ... Nope.
087. Broken someone's heart? - Yeah... I think...
088. Been arrested? - No.
089. Cried when someone died? - Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself? - Depends. Mostly no.
091. Miracles? - Somewhat yes.
092. Love at first sight? - Not really.
093. Heaven? - No.
094. Santa Claus? - No.
095. Sex on the first date? - For some people yes. Not for me.
096. Kiss on the first date? - Again, for some yes. Not for me.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? - No.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? - No. Things are ok. Got enough money to pay bills, have an appartment and something to do everyday, but I don't like my life.
099. Do you believe in God? - Um... No.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people and why? - Not tagging. If you have 30min to waste then by all means go ahead and do this.



To do list:

Draw more. (Always...)
Clean up. (At least vacuum or something! Damn!)
Buy a new computer. (You've been saving for it, now buy it!)

~Friends~



~Nice people I know from dA~

Damn! I need to write at least something in here! Even if I don't say anything meaningful.

Well... I'm still sorry I don't draw more. I started doing this small doodling again but I never finish anything. I can't get anything bigger done. I started one today but we'll see if I ever get it done.

I'm into dinosaurs again. Maybe because I'm making a presentation about dinosaurs for my "work group" (maybe I could call it that). It's for learning how to use PowerPoint and how to make a presentation in the first place. I'll have to talk to group of people and it'll make me more confident (so they hope). I think I'll be really nervous but I'll be ok It's an interesting subject.

Sunday is the only day I don't have to go anywhere so it's the only day I can really have time for myself. I started playing FF8 yesterday. I want to play it more but don't have time during the week. Makes me sad and pissed off.

I bought green tee and been drinking it everyday. I really should lay off the coffee... My stomach has been bothering me lately. I'm going to get an ulcer or something...

Aaaand I think that's it Bye!



To do list:

Draw more. (Always...)
Clean up. (At least vacuum or something! Damn!)
Buy a new computer. (You've been saving for it, now buy it!)

~Friends~



~Nice people I know from dA~

Sorry I haven't drawn anything... I just can't get anything done these days. I have a life now and it's making things a bit difficult. I'm still not sure if I like what I'm doing at the moment. I mean, it's a really good thing I get out every day and do stuff, but it's been kinda too easy for me. It's good that I take it slow so I won't burn out. I just have to try to take it easy. I just feel like I should do more. Like I have something to prove. It's taking a lot of energy out of me. I need to go to sleep earlier in the evening cause I'm so tired and I need to get up early in the morning.

I don't know what I'm talking about. There's so much more to this but I feel like I can't tell about it here cause I know certain people might read this journal. I've even been considering making a new account because of it. But it wouldn't make any difference cause I wouldn't have any art to put up on my new account. I just don't draw anymore. And it makes me *beep* depressed every time I think about it!!! Feels like I've lost a part of myself... I'm not me anymore...


And that's it! Rant over. Maybe I just need to try harder or give up. But I'm not ready to give up yet!



To do list:

Draw more.
Clean up.
Sell stuff on the internet. (Need money)

~Friends~



~Nice people I know from dA~

Last time I checked my account pv it was 19,800 something. Now it went past 20,000 in a day! And just got 8 more views in under two minutes! 8/

I seriously doubt anyone got that. Well I think I'll have to come up with something to commemorate this event.

Any suggestions on what I should draw? (Haven't drawn in a long while again.)

Other stuff:

It's been really hot here the past few days. Today it was 28 degrees celcius outside! I bought a litre of strawberries and ate them ALL! Now I don't feel so good Xo But I still want to have ice cream too :/

Well... That's it I think.



To do list:

Draw more.
Clean up.
Sell stuff on the internet. (Need money)

~Friends~



~Nice people I know from dA~

I don't update my journal often enough. :/

Well... What's there to tell? I have a boring life.

I got Pokémon Platinum a week ago I'm going to the league now. I'm at Victory Road. Not playing as much as I should. I was a BIG fan of Giratina before but now with the Origin Forme I'm in love ^^ I even bought a super cute Giratina plushie XD

I've been busy but it seems that I can't get anything done. Weird... I really should try to sell more of my stuff.

I tried to draw the other day but messed it up. How discouraging. I tend to get drawing depression after I fail at a picture.

I went on a cruise. A small day long picnic thing (common here in Finland). Bought lots of candy. I normally don't eat any candy but now I just had to get something. I love PEZ (you know those right?)

I like baking stuff.

Oh yeah! If you get a screen shot of my 20,000 pv I'll do a request for you. (I reserve the right to refuse if the subject is something I really don't want to draw. Sorry.)

Yeah.

Ask me something so I have something to do. About me or anything else you would like to know. I'll try to answer to the best of my ability



To do list:

Draw more.
Play Platinum.
Sell stuff on the internet. (Need money)

~Friends~



~Nice people I know from dA~