Sorry I haven't drawn anything... I just can't get anything done these days. I have a life now and it's making things a bit difficult. I'm still not sure if I like what I'm doing at the moment. I mean, it's a really good thing I get out every day and do stuff, but it's been kinda too easy for me. It's good that I take it slow so I won't burn out. I just have to try to take it easy. I just feel like I should do more. Like I have something to prove. It's taking a lot of energy out of me. I need to go to sleep earlier in the evening cause I'm so tired and I need to get up early in the morning.

I don't know what I'm talking about. There's so much more to this but I feel like I can't tell about it here cause I know certain people might read this journal. I've even been considering making a new account because of it. But it wouldn't make any difference cause I wouldn't have any art to put up on my new account. I just don't draw anymore. And it makes me *beep* depressed every time I think about it!!! Feels like I've lost a part of myself... I'm not me anymore...


And that's it! Rant over. Maybe I just need to try harder or give up. But I'm not ready to give up yet!



To do list:

Draw more.
Clean up.
Sell stuff on the internet. (Need money)

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